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August 23, 2005

Maximizing sales time

Three “take a risk” thoughts:

1. If you had a chauffer (part time) how much more effective could you be? Could you leverage that $20-30,000 expense into 00,000? That doesn’t incldue stress reduction. In the back seat you’d complete apps, contact clients/potential clients by email or phone, transcribe, create and more. An agent who did it enjoyed the best year of his lie, both personally and professionally.

2. Face to face is much better than just talking on the phone. Why not invest $5000 and provide vision phones to your best 20 clients? ($499 for each two phones) That prevents multi-tasking by both you and your clients/potential clients on the other end. That means concentrating on the phone call, not checking email eetc. Of course, you might accomplish the same with web cam’s. Have you tried it?

3. When your production equals $300,000-400,000 revenue, is it time to hire an assistant? It’s a person to follow up from the first appointment until you’re hired as the broker of choice? It’s a person who may deliver select renewals. It’s someone who may visit the account to gather additional information.

It’s much different than an account manager. Draw the process to see how an assistant can help.

These three strategies are real life strategies. All were paid for by the producer as an investment in themselves. All prospered. Which one is best for you to experiment in first?

Posted by Preston at August 23, 2005 11:39 AM

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I tried lying, and it didn’t help. Finally, I have decided to wake up Jim as I didn’t want to struggle with this all by myself. It was about an hour of pain before that. The first thing I could think of was how I supposed to get into the car and to the ER when it’s all slick outside? It was raining, then freezing, it must been slick like hell! Due to my terrible uncomfortable sacroiliac joints I am really afraid of falling. There were no cars on the road, all was strangely quiet and calm. Just the thought about going outside made me so frightened so my blood pressure skyrockets. Jim woke up, he needed one look at me and he said, we should better be going to the ER. I started to get dressed.
I don’t know why, but as a nurse I’m really afraid of making a fool of myself by showing up in the ER with something that pass by itself. Jim in his somewhat wonderful provincial way of putting things said, “Wouldn’t you rather go in and check it out instead of collapsing on the floor and saying, ‘OOPS?’” So, it was like that and we were heading towards the tundra like outside of our house. When I saw all was shinning and glittering I have decided to not go by ourselves and simply call an ambulance. I was embarrassed about how falling scares me, but I didn’t want to risk. Slowly, but without problems we reached the ER. Two nurses who were with me in the car were analyzing the situation, but I wasn’t diaphoretic or sweaty which I knew was telling that something was wrong with my heart. There was no radiating pain in my arm, shoulder or jaw. I also was aware of that woman’s symptoms are different than those the men have.
The first they had to checked out if it wasn’t a heart attack because my history of cardiac irregularities. I was on cardiac meds for about twenty years. They plugged in the monitor, did an EKG, put in IV site and gave blood to the lab. I also get IV Dilaudid, which spin my head but also took pressure and pain. They did a chest X-ray. Some of my blood tests came showed inflammation, which should be my middle name (it’s hard for me to find one place on my body that is not inflamed) but despite of that the ER doctor had to rule out a pulmonary embolus or a blood clot in my lungs. They called a technician to do a scan with contrast. There were also talking about sending me to Portland – journey 75 miles long. I also was worrying how I was going to travel there when there was such lousy weather outside. Right, it would be perfect to use Dr. Zhivago’s sleigh. Hopefully, they didn’t find a clot. If there was one, it simply gone. They repeated EKG, cardiac enzymes and they decided to move me into the ICU. There was lack of nurses on the night shift in the ICU, so I had to stay in the ER and listening to the doctor and nurses kept talking about politics. I was worried if Jim made it to get back home.
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The iodine that was injected for the scan of the lungs had teased my bladder so I had to go to the bathroom every twenty minutes with my short leash of all cables connected to me. My daughter and her husband came to visit me even if I was telling them not to come in such lousy weather. My son called from Dallas. I must say I love my kids and the way they make me happy, I love when they are telling stories about themselves and about my grandkids. My doctor came and was a welcome sight. She is really smart, young woman and I’m lucky to be her patient. We together decided it would be better to stay for a few more cardiac enzyme tests and EKG. We were chatting and thinking about possible cause of that pain if it wasn’t heart. I have a chemical treadmill scheduled for next week as it was impossible for me to attend to regular type due to my knees problems. We’ll take a closer look at the esophagus that is problem in my opinion as I’ve had troubles with swallowing the larger pills for years. A lot of people who just like me suffer from relapsing polychondritis have tracheal problems because of the destruction of cartilage throughout their bodies. Of course it may happen I tore something in the trachea during all that weeks of coughing. We’ll see.
It was really nice to get back to home on Monday afternoon, headed to the hot bath and at last go to very own bed and sleep. Hospitals are not comfy at all. It is impossible to sleep if you’re not on the meds that make you unconscious. With such prices, it’s reasonable to stay awake to see whole thing.

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ride it out. Wait, I do. Time is like an infinite
chasm, it teases me but it will never arrive.

I want to run away from my mind. I want to
tear my soul out of my body and bury myself
where I will never be discovered. When the
tears arrive it is a relief, I feel almost
comforted by displaying my despair. I am
now inconsolable, I stampede in circles, not
being able to venture outside but desperately
wanting to hurl myself out of the window.
Shallow breaths are all I can manage and I
boil up until I am shrieking and thumping
myself to try and eradicate the evil. I force a
state of utter manic screeching. I encourage
the franticness surging through my body, I
want to display my helplessness, to
elaborate my feeling of disrepair.

The icicles which were once my fleshy
fingers kneed together and scrape at my
skin, the blanket that contains this monster. I
attempt to scratch and pull, as if a gap were
to be made then the misery could evaporate.

I want to transport someone into my body for
just a drop, so they can experience this
feeling of utter hopelessness. There is not a
soul in the world who can rescue me. I know
it will dissolve, will seep away. It will shrink,
but the hours will only manage to tumble by
like huge boulders that can barely roll under
their own weight.
Every time it eventually releases Gabrielle
and sucks itself back into that manageable
dot deep within me, it draws a piece of my
loveliness with it.

Sometimes I am worried I may not reappear.

Gabrielle Trundley

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